ISABEL DEE

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 14:54:32 GMT

been working out.. so far so good.

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 03:13:14 GMT

hi LJ'ers! Add me. =)

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 19:26:16 GMT

It hurts to find out that the guy you like is still hung up from the X.

It sucks to know that he sees you as a homegirl.

It kills to wait for him to text or to call.

When will I learn to grow balls and read between the lines?

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Fri, 17 Mar 2006 06:33:18 GMT

I just bought a BMW today.

Thought of sharing the fcukin excitement i got today. =0)

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 19:31:54 GMT

i miss puerto rico..

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:39:45 GMT

hi and bye.

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 04:07:09 GMT

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Mon, 01 Aug 2005 03:16:46 GMT

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Wed, 27 Jul 2005 04:39:17 GMT

I passed the NCLEX. Today marks my 1 week of being an RN.

Just bought an awesome laptop with wireless connection. Sweet!!

I'll buy a new digicam. Any suggestions? I'm eyeing on the Canon SD500. hotness!

Sun, 15 May 2005 13:48:50 GMT

I graduated. It was awesome like dan-delicious (this guy I had a crush on who used to be a stripper). lol*

I guess I'm still not ready to commit into a relationship since me and white boy talked about it last night. My dad is such a big dick. He kept on calling me while I'm on a date just to ask what time I plan to come home because he's going to set the house alarm. Uggh!? Where else can you find a dad like that? White boy told me he would love to have sex with me. I swallowed a mouthful of saliva when he said that. hahaha.. Hello!!!! Like I would!! I'm so stressed out with moving out, reviewing, and a new career. I don't think a new relationship will help that.

I think this is the perfect time to seriously pursue my love of photography and art. It's a part of me that I really want to enhance.

Good morning guys!

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Sat, 16 Apr 2005 04:09:37 GMT

So did ya'll hear WAIT by Ying Yang? This song make me.... It survived with just the whispering of "beat that pussy up beat that pussy up!" It's very offending but I find it to be my "get-my-groove-on" song.

I'm cutting my hair short. A big change for me.. I need a fuckin drive to get me going on. I think that hairstyle will make me.

I miss LJ. I miss my friends here.

car-less..

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 15:31:04 GMT

its so hard not to have a car here in US. I cannot go anywhere without harassing one of my friends to give me a ride. i feel so bad for my friend who car pools with me monday thru wednesday to school. she drove the whole time this week. we're supposed to alternate. next..im so thankful for my guy-friends who never let me down. i can really keep friends you know..maybe because you can count on me also when you're in deep shit. like Kuya Ariel, I asked him if he could pick me up from therapy since everybody's at work and I don't want to bother the people who "apparently" is my family. Rj, has been a really good friend of mine ever since. he picked me up also one time and even fed me. Tess, she picked me up and dropped me off home thursday. Aaaahh.. I feel blessed with such good people. To think, with my dad I have to hear all the whining first before he'll give me a ride. I hate asking favors..it gives the other people the right to step on you. Like this one time.. I asked this girl a really huge favor and got back with me by throwing back that favor right in my face when we we had a fight. I try to avoid not to remind them how I helped them one time.. but I just couldn't resist the temptation of making them realize that I did shit for them too. Aaahhh.. your so called family can be really cold sometimes.

One more thing..I believe when it rains it pours. I lost my stethoscope at work. It's a Littman..you know how expensive that is? It's a gift from my step-mom and it has a sentimental value to me considering it's been with me for 3 years. I got into a wreck. I don't have a car. I cannot go to work anytime I want. School is getting demanding. Work is stressing me out because they started slamming me with 4 patients with discharge and admits. Aaaahhhh!!!!!!! I so want to scream and hit the wall till my hands bleed. I'm so mad. Mad to myself for all these shit on top of me. But like I always say..I cannot give up just like that. I need to put up a good fight.. because if i fall apart..everything around me will.

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Tue, 22 Mar 2005 01:19:52 GMT

I'm such a fucking baby. Everytime I get hurt I cry..I think of my mom and I so want to run back home. Philippines is home for me. So last Saturday I got into an auto-accident. So while strapped down on the stretcher in the freeway I saw the sky above me..with beautiful clouds. I said to myself, "wow what a nice day to die." I was freaking out inside but I managed not to be hysterical. I was cryng out of surprise and whiplash together. I was worried about my neck. It was hurting like a motherfucker.My neck got sore for 2 days.. (I'm better now). I believe that it wasn't my fault but evidence shows it was my mistake. I'll be hiring a lawyer to pursue the case. That bitch who hit me will not get a dime or penny from my insurance. I thank my family for coming over to ER just to see if I'm ok. Gica was barred out and high when she got there. She was hitting me and was not aware that I'm in pain. Drugs do no good cousin.

So last Saturday I was born again. I consider it my second life since I really thought I was gonna die. I was one body away from the barricade. I still have unfinished businesses. I still have a purpose. I guess God punished me for not going to church 2 Sundays ago. Since that made my first time not to attend.

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 22:46:02 GMT

I have a story to share. Tell me if its embarassing or not.

My very first online journal is LIVEJOURNAL. I signed up in xanga just because my cousins updates through that. They hated LJ, they said its too serious. So yeah.. we went to Goodphil for the weekend and just got back to Houston today. Last night in the club, this group of girls were staring at my cousin. She got really pissed off when one of the girls elbowed her while they were dancing on the ledge. The thing was.. Girl-X has a site-tracker in xanga. And apparently my cousin and I had been in her site for let's say 50x. You know..just checking what's going on with her life. Look at pictures and all that. Honestly, I was the one who got her into it..well I kinda like this guy who ended up being the X-bf of Girl-X. So to make things shorter.. I quit xanga.. hahaha.. but isn't it public property? It's not our fault that her x-bf's so hot. hahaha.. Why be mad at us? Why elbow my cousin? i don't remember mentioning anything about Girl-X in xanga..neither bout her X. So I don't know.

Bottomline is..WHAT WILL YOU DO IF SOMEONE HAS BEEN IN YOUR SITE 50x..AND YOU SAW HER/HIM IN THE CLUB?

Last night @ 410.

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 16:33:57 GMT

watch out for big collage.

going indie...

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 22:07:13 GMT

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Sun, 13 Feb 2005 14:58:15 GMT

You live you learn.
You love you learn.
You cry you learn.
You lose you learn.
You bleed you learn.
You scream you learn.

You grieve you learn.
You choke you learn.
You laugh you learn.
You choose you learn.
You pray you learn.
You ask you learn.
You live you learn.

new beginnings..

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 14:32:33 GMT

This LJ is dedicated for my camwhoring, contemporary shots, and random thoughts.

Add me if you wish too. Life's so great when you get done with the 21shots. A milestone from age 1.

I was once called...miz_dee